Headache's of July

I can't seem to stop wondering when things will change around here. I know things with me have changed a lot in the past 8 months... but it seems like everything around me is still the same. I don't know if it's selfish for me being pissed off about it... but I am!

I found out earlier that Shantel's birthday is on August 1st.. which means that I'll be in Vegas with my sister and others doing shit and not being in Federal Way with her on her birthday! SOOOOO, I was going to go tonight to go see her, but we both have throat virus' and so we decided that I'm going to go see her next weekend and have a grandddd time.. !!!

I woke up this morning at 6am and decided that it was the perfect time to work out for an hour and then passout outside.. So I wake up at 11am and there's some guy mowing my lawn and my eyes hurt BADDDDDDDDDD and so I go looking for my sunglasses but I can't find them! I was sad to say the least, so tonight I went and got new ones.. ate some more ice cream... and then about an hour ago I sneezed big time and moved my head upward and TONS of snot went all over my face! I then began puking in the toilet in my bathroom... it was just not rad BUT I'm sure if someone saw it they would have been laughing their asses off!

My dog is being so needy, I love it! Usually she just screws me over at night and ignores me.. but tonight she wants nothing but to snuggle... what a sweetheart!

Lee's mom gave me a badass teddybear... oh man... I can't even remember the last time I got a teddybear from someone... lol. It was sweet!

I am going to get a new skateboard in 2 weeks... I'm so fuckin psyched!

Only 14 days left until I get to see my long lost sister... It's so odd saying that I have a sister... I have 2... and a brother.. and like 3 semi-sisters... and a semi-brother... I can't even begin to explain the thoughts going through my head... so amazing...

I've decided to end having enemies.. and just be their friend... because there's nothing worse than befriending the enemy.. right? lol. It's chill... we'll see how it goes :)


I need to sneeze again...



I need ass... aka, sex. Honestly, why do I have to be so fuckin sentimental about this shit... I'm going to die a lonely horny bastard! It's ok.. I'll be alright until I see Shantel... she IS sex... there is no way you can say "sex" and not think about her.. cause... god.. she's the horniest bastard I have ever come in contact with!



The boys all want to dance with you
Perfection's rare around these parts
You said, "beware of breakin my heart, I only want you cause you want me right now"